Progress/

The MFT I was referred to and I finally caught up with each other and we have an appointment for couples counseling on Monday the 18th. I'm unsure as to what to expect - but glad that the appointment is finally set. It's so rotten to feel so uncomfortable in your own home. However this ends up - I just hope to find some resolve and some peace.

My parents (Mom, verbally, and Dad, in an e-mail) have both made it clear that they feel that the marriage needs to remain in tact for the kids' sake. I go back and forth with this one... I have given it a lot of thought but haven't yet formed any solid opinion on the whole "stay together for the kids" thing. Again - just too damn much to think about. How did I end up here?